If you never knew what you needed to know way back when, can you ever fault yourself? Stuff gets uninvitedly programmed for you long ago and then you get to spend a lifetime fighting stuff you can't even see. It's either pure luck or divine spirituality if the curtain gets pulled back enough for you to reach back and give the middle finger to past haunts. Even then, even if you get that miraculous chance, you still are likely to run into ego and hubris -- grasping, wants, and striving. Peace ✌️ and love ❤️, together, they make for a great salutation but if they can truly fill your heart, especially fill your heart in the moment, they complete the universal circle ∞ and the relentless torment of grasping is obliterated. Just know the ego's suspiciousness around all of this pretends to be its own god and its voice is loud. Really loud.